ruSh jUdgmeNt..

I have been down for such a long time... And as of now, my mood is not that good... I am having quite a mad time...

Ang hirap talaga ng buhay ko... I am such an idiot mammal, I am so sad because I am such a jerk... I didn't listen and didn't even have a conscience... I have decided too harsh things on him... Now, I think he is deeply, super, mega mad at me... I am sad, hindi ko nalang sana yun ginawa, tuloy ngayon I am suffering the consequences... I don't have enough strength to face him either... I feel so little and I am very angry of what I have done... I know that even my tears can't replace the pain inside... Bakit ba ganito? Ang sakit! Grabe, hindi ako nakinig, masyadong manhid... Ako, masyadong manhid at hindi man lang ako nakinig...

I might be the one who needs to suffer and not him. He was so true to his word and promise to me, but, yung binalik ko ay ang puro sama... I don't fit him, because he is so true, and me on the other side, is such a bad person not to trust him for things he did for me. I am just so sorry, I hope that he'd forgive me. I won't ever try to do it ever again... ;(