Forbid.

This is the very first time that my friends had blocked me from liking somebody else. This is the very first time and yet I can't comprehend what it is that they have against that person. They simply said they don't like him. Again, this is the first time, I can't get a straight answer. This is also the first time, that I found my own self hanging into the air and looking at people hoping they were him. This is the first time that even his friends tell me not to like him.

I don't like. I didn't like. I will not ever like. Those were the things I curiously write inside my mind to forget him. To stop my self from liking him. To stop all this ridiculous assumptions that he likes me. To just forget.

The only thing, that I guess could ever change this feeling, will be knowing. Knowing what it is - the reason- why they don't like me to like him. Strange as it is, what may be the reason? I keep asking. I keep thinking, I keep analyzing and yet I can't find my self answering. They can't find the right words to answer.